I have been trying to keep happy and busy, so far success. But I know deep down that I am not. But I am working on it!

Lindsay had an idea to do a cleanse/detox and i am following her lead. I think I am going to start the pre prep on Monday or Tuesday for 3-5 days and then get on this shit. It seems like a good idea, I hope I can make it. I am going to make myself make it. I am actually excited for it. THANK YOU LINDS. I will let you know how it goes. http://drbenkim.com/full-body-cleanse.htm this is the website we are basing it on, minus no cooked things. all raw.

On a totally different note, I was at work on Sunday and I work in the photolab with little contact from the rest of the store. I sit, I read, I basically dont do anything unless photos come in, which doesnt happen very often. Anyways, I developed 3 rolls of film from the same person, and the first roll was all good. Then I scanned the second roll, and the WHOLE film was sex. I am not sure if they used self timer, I actually really dont think they did because there is so many different angles and close ups, and I think they were just doing it for the camera? There was 69ing, blow jobs, vagina licking, and just full on sex. I was MORTIFIED, but the more I think about the funnier it gets. Then I put in the second roll and half of it is MORE sex. crazy i tell ya, crazy. I texted everyone I had on my phone, I was stuck upstairs by myself not able to tell anyone, plus I dont know anyone at work. It was just crazy. haha. I couldnt print them and had to put a little slip about porn in their envelope.

Also, we got a wii fit, well its adams. He got it for his birthday. Its fun, some of the stuff is hard. Like I have never ever done yoga and there is yoga and its SO hard. but I am going to try to get into it and maybe my muscles and body will feel better. I am really trying to be healthy and change some things in my life. I want to be more positive and not worry about little things. I came out here to get away from all that, not to be stressed all the time. So i need to really work on it. I am going to run 3 days a week, but not on the cleanse. and eat healthy and try to just feel better.

Still I am really hoping this China thing works out. it would mean I would be home for like 2-4 days before we leave, which definitely isnt that long, but I will make it work. Probably wont see any friends but I will see my family and try to fit as much in as possible.

I have been crafting alot, I love it and I sent some out already and have 5 more waiting here! I am so excited that I am actually getting my butt in gear about this. Also, Robyn and I have our zine which hasnt been worked on in a LONG time and we are supposed to come out with three issues and I dont know if that is going to be possible. but I guess we will try. We need to make goals. like when they will come out and stuff like that. But it should be good.

I miss you home. You all need to come to halifax and sit in point pleasant and listen to the water and take it all in.